fucking go nuts

The lack of politics or grace in chat rooms at times troubles me. I understand so much about gay men and general and why I do not generally assosciate with someone just for being gay. Yes, I understand the world is full of assholes and nice people and that sexuality has little to do with it. I guess what troubles me lately, as I attempt to reach towards positivity and contentment within my own life, how many just try to knock you down. A sad statement on gays in general. Do I not deserve respect and a discussion without getting a sermon about how 'shitty' my blog is? First of all, everyone is addicted to Something. Whether it be your own attitude of pissing all over chatters from the comfort of your own home. I dont get off that way. To me, chat is about me learning from others, hopefully making some new friends on this rough ride called life. I'm sick of being a target for people. My life has been filled with negative bullshit, and the last thing I'm looking for is a daily dose of negative perception thrown at me by strangers. I dont understand this human nature to destroy each other and bring each other down. It honestly makes me want to stop going to chat rooms at all. The barrier of monitor and internet between people has made some more ballsy than, of course, they would be in real life. We all make up our own perceptions of life. You can read this and disagree with everything I said, and that is completely fine with me. I hope to learn from that experience instead of being talked down to like a child. My creativity and my works are things that come out of me, and this blog is for me, its introspective.. even the sign on the door explains what this is to me- RAMBLINGS. Sometimes I just need to let my thoughts flow and if they are influenced by criticism, then that ruins the purpose of this beautiful thing that I want to share with people that know me or see my side of things. Of course, I am not always right. So, welcome to everyone checking this out for the first time. I hope in some way my words made you feel at home.